whooho...trng today was kinda slack...haha.had the project management thingy...sianx...evryone was stucked in tt stupid,stuffy,warm,hot,cafeteria for hours...then...we had to present our proposal...our grp din't even organise who's saying wad..in the end when my turn...my whole leg turnedd stiffed..mental block...tsk tsk...
had those outdorr activities aftwards...was the leader for tt particular game...in the end our grp was last...the external instructor then debriefed us...suddenly i started to doubt my leadership skills...i realised im realli bad at it...so mani things hit me during tt time...i tink i've really not stepped out of my comfort zone...im jus fufilling wadeva someone else wans us to do..im jus forcing myself to show all those leadership skills...sometimes i jus wonder during the course...why did i ever attend such course..knowing tt i'll be exposed to this kinda leadership leader leader thing...i feel so sick and tired of the instructors/ CII's telling us we are leaders CI's to be...feel tt i need a break from all this...i've been exposed to this kinda leadership trng since like..dunno when. and the outcome is still the sAme...i cant be a good leader...
Had dinner at CCk wif part of alpha squad...haiz..feel like we're all drifting apart...haha.had a long time deciding where to eat...lols...will nv forget wad clement said abt the curry kueh...xiang yong: bo bo come up! hahhaha.all of dem all so crap...
...we sweared on this day...
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